Its been a long time

Hello,
Its been a long time since I update my blog.
Life has been hard on me. Going through tough time in life but can you imagine that I'm just in college to feel all this bullshit, I have nor enter the real world yet. All I can say is I really want to enjoy my life now, I could not because if all the assignment that are stressing me out. The things I'm afraid of is failing my coursework, if I fail them mean I have to repeat my course and that scares me. I'm nor rich and makes me even more afraid because the fees that been put out is my parents money. I always tell myself that thing going to be okay and move on but sometimes its stop me. I'm in my first year in diploma and times is flying so fast that something I lost track of what I'm doing.

Whatpad

Hey, I been starting to write story that I love. I love writing books because it's calm me down. The thought that make me want to fall and been a failure but writing change it. It make me inspired. The booms that I had read, the emotion of on author feels. I love does kinda feeling.

I just 2 books: 
Life with a werewolf
Life after you (coming soon)

Hope you check it out. 😃

My Wattpad website
http://w.tt/1n6X04m

Short Story ( Behind The White Veil )

Wow! I was mesmerise by how she look. Remembering the memory we had and now she will be with me forever. 

Watching her walking in a white dress with a veil covering her beautiful face. Her dream of being a princess one day and now she is one and I will be her Prince Charming. Wandering what will she look like under the beautiful veil that her mum gave it to her before she live the a better place. 

I look at her till she reaches the alter. Her father gave her hand to me and say “She is yours”. I smile and stare at her. I took my hand and open up her veil and our eyes met, the brown eyes that sparkles like the shining star at night. Its was a dream come true having a lovely wife like her to be my one and only. 

My Inspiring Pictures

So!! I have no idea what to post.. Just got an new Nikon D5300 which is my cousin. This is some picture.:

Took this outside the house on the eletrical wire. 

Candle in the Night

Doggie 

So!!! this is a few of it. May not be as beautiful than expected but stll working hard on it. Hope you guys like this pictures. :)

Need time

I need time to forgive you. Sometimes I feel you forget me and went you need me you find me if not you just think I'm a wood. I feel really sad and left out. Now I know who is my real friends is not you but someone else. Please! I sometimes don't talk to you because of you not talking to me. Sorry! I need time. 

This Mean War

I can't take it any more! You been over the limit. I have enough already. You a selfish bitch who does not know you are wrong. I never want to see you again in my life.I can't handle it. I having so much stress. Why is my life becoming like this. I had with my life already I just need a break from all this. Can you stop 'fitnah' us. You just spoil our reputation in school. Luckily we have prove that we din't do it. Thank! Teacher! I have no idea what the fuck you want. I sick of it. You know on 8/7/2014, you put gum on my chair. FYI, I did not sit that chair it was Iqbal. Look at yourself before jugging others. This day is also was the day teacher ask us to forgive you but I can't. I JUST CAN'T! You hurt me to deep. I trying my best but it not working. All of us hate you even Sandeep and Michael. Please!  Honest word! They are not your type. Maybe it no us who has the problem but you. It no use you being a bitch in class because everyone knows who your real face is. It hard living in the same family with you.

I'm Sorry, I Just Can't Forgive You Yet! You Have Pierce A Knife Into My Heart and Even You Take The Knife Out And Heal but They Always A Scar Left.  

I just don't like you not hate you.

Please! Go back and look back at the mirror. Just know your status and life, don't try gossip about people went you are not complete. No One Perfect. Everyone hating you, even the teachers. Please don't make Anis like you maid. She treat you like a friend and you treat her like a bitch. You just have to stop making people like you not hate. AND YOU! You just came into the school stop being bossy. Dude! Look at your face. Lucky you did not like Syafiq, if not me and my friend will Kill You! I can't believe that you like F.Aman, Sandeep, Aiman (Aini punya) and Amir Amirul. OMG! Please! Stop! Err!  You think you have a perfect life. God go back home and look at the mirror. Just Let You Know!!!! Omg! Look like even Eldyna and Hisma hate you. So you  got nobody to help you.